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Apr 15

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Dancing with Identity

Success is good friends by my side, not some phyc doctors view trying to decide? If I’m crazy, deluded or whichever other label ticks their box, even checking my business profit and loss! To confine, to lock up in chains, with lies from hell to make me insane! But my salvation is found at the cross, my identity isn’t in their views and inaccurate measures based on lies from a text book that can’t really prescribe. In what measure would they like to repay me from their salary for the business deals lost while I was inflicted with misery? From the pain I tried to explain but they couldn’t hear, threatening me with non compliance if I dared say a word of truth, my testimony declared infront of judges and their Jury, but the high court in heaven had rule on the day and no orders could be made for injected poisons that they pump in their victims to silence their wisdom. And the broken are rising and gaining a voice, the broken are climbing and it’s time to fight. For their destinies and restoration of hearts no longer chained by the system that broke them its time to reclaim. […]

Apr 15

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The Red Button

This week I was in a prayer meeting and someone mentioned a red button being hit, and I had previously watched a video at church that showed that also: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0rX23_xaWjU Then I had some relationship issues happen during the week and Sandi Krakowski did a social media post that said “Get out of yo head” which is a line from that song also. So I wrote the following poem. (Artwork created with Lexie a 6 year old girl that wanted to learn how to paint, as she painted she got a vision which was a good illustration of simple childlike faith.) Can’t fit the mould and do what your told? Being torn word by word by views of contorted souls? Wear a uniform and fall in line, doesn’t matter if it makes you blind. To conform, to the norm, to fit in the box, religion with a capital P is for parrot that repeats stale words. Nothing original, nothing unheard to reach into the hearts and minds of the gemstones and treasures of who he wants to find. And why do you want to stir the pot? Why do you want to put people offside and look disrespectful to a […]

Apr 14

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Write it down

So I was doing a journal entry for an assignment for a course I am doing at the moment and it mentioned that it would be beneficial to write the revelation down so that others could benefit from it. So as part of that exercise I am going to write a bit about that experience here. So it was a devotional entry on hearing Gods voice and understanding the ways that he communicates with us. As I read through the verse provided I noticed that it coincided with the things said in the preaching I had gone to the night before and the activities of the things I had seen like the wings for my harp costume coincided with the words in the verse also. At the same time for example as I read the words Holy Holy Holy, I looked over to my calander and saw the words Holy Saturday which I had previously noticed that I thought God wanted me to rest on Saturdays. One of the things it mentioned in the devotional was also about different ways of noticing God communicating and as someone that is vulnerable to their environmental influences I can get overwhelmed with a […]

Apr 05

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A broken and contrite heart

Sometimes brokenness can be a good thing, sometimes its the very thing that brings reliance on God. Yesterday when I was painting I became overwhelmed with tears and just let that experience be part of my painting. When I turned to a page in my bible it said: ” Serving the Lord with all humility and with tears.” When I was thinking about this blog post this morning the words “A broken and contrite heart came into my mind”. When I looked up the commentary on the verse it said this: “Verse 17. – The sacrifices of God; i.e. the sacrifices which God really values and desires. Are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. “The contrite heart,” says Hengstenberg, “denotes deep but soft and mild distress.” It sets up no wild shriekings, no howls, like those of Oriental fanatics. But it nourishes a sorrow that is deep and persistent. The joy on account of forgiveness and restoration to favour does not exclude continued pain on account of past sin.” One of the themes I have felt like I have been being shown is about the walls that prevent people from experiencing […]

Mar 19

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Revolving Doors

Do you sometimes feel like you think you are going in one door and then the door keeps moving? Sometimes it can be hard to find direction with the noise of life going on around. Sometimes I feel like the waves of the world crash so loudly around me that I need to find shelter in the quietness of his love to recover. Other peoples emotions, opinions, ideas all pushing for real estate in our mind and time. So how do we establish boundaries to keep on track and and help those we are meant to while still reaching high for Gods plans for us? Here are a few ideas to try out: 1. Recognise the types of relationships you have and why you have them and set safe boundaries. A mentor I had from https://www.balancedwealthcreation.com has a good strategy about this for understanding what types of relationships to give different levels of trust to. 2. Allow enough time in your day for peace to cultivate I find when I put time into things like harp practice or art or activities that are peaceful for me then I am able to connect with God more easily and it prompts me […]

Mar 04

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Dec 24

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Broken

I seen this word scratched into a shower when I was traveling recently and I thought that is a funny coincidence as a prompt for a blog post, I wonder what was going on for the person that scratched that in? The other night I had an interesting dream about fighting to try and get evil spirits out of people and half way through the fight someone threw me a sword which I believe would represent the word of God. When I was discussing some of the dreams I have been having lately with someone for interpretation they also mentioned the word broken without knowing about the name of my blog. What I believe the fight is about is in regard to the strongholds in peoples minds and in churches and workplaces and other places where people gather that play out in the physical circumstances. I have been reading a book and doing some learning about some of the spirits that can operate through people that cause problems in relationships and this week I had an experience with someone in a position of Authority over me that was controlling, manipulative and did not respect my right to stand up for […]

Nov 27

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Draw between the lines

So you don’t belong in tradition anymore? You are an abstract shape trying to fit into a puzzle piece that is an illusion of realities of a galaxy at colliding force. A hologram projection of someone else’s belief or a doctrine that you cannot be conformed to in the first place? Trying to draw between the lines, to rules that are set up to send you tripping in your mind, building up more layers to set up arguments that divide. So what denomination are you and which church do you sit at? Do you tick the right boxes at the right times and say enough to be noticed in their minds? Are you a believer? Are you a surrendered heart? Are you a trouble maker to stir up religious smarts? Are you the very broken that I’ve chosen to come just as you are? The ones to pierce the darkness the ones I trust with gathering the hearts? Come deeper into me where my love for you is real, come deeper into me where your heart can finally start to heal. And rise above the gossip and the ones that don’t understand that I’ve made you as my mouth piece […]

Nov 21

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Stop talking Nonsense

So the other day I was contacted by a potential client that I had almost done some work for previously. When they had engaged me before the timing was when I had spiritual warfare in the form of an attack on my mind or what some may like to term as a form of mental illness breakdown. During that time I could not do anything especially not be able to communicate with them or commence their work. In trying to communicate the best I could with them they became very angry to the point of verbal abuse. So I refunded their money and continued to try and get through what I was experiencing which their outburst had made a lot worse. So recently they contacted me and asked me if I would like to work on one of their projects and I was really surprised that they would contact me so I enquired with them about how they treated me before and let them know just how damaging the anger towards me was at a vulnerable time. Their response showed no remorse or any indication that they believed they had done anything wrong and they told me to stop talking […]

Oct 24

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Galaxy of his Love

One of my friends the other day decided to say somethings to hurt my feelings and they made a reference to my gifts being fake. So I thought let’s explore that topic and see what happens. This is what I felt like The Father said to me when I was hurting: It’s ok my darling I love you, I will never leave you. I will never crush you in your hearts moments of weakness. I am a good father and I delight in you. My love poured out is the only way you can get relief from the pressures of the world. Rest in my love for you, I welcome you, I restore your soul. Don’t let words harm the precious moments I have to give you. The father cries over your broken heart. My daughter I’m here. I love you, I am near I am not far. In this poem there is a line that says the father crys with you. Once when I was at a ministry event someone gave me a prophetic word about when I was in a lot of pain in feeling abandoned and rejected and stigma about mental illness and they said that the […]