Broken Minds » Sammyjane

Oct 03

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You can watch a thief

You can watch a thief but you can’t trust a lier and you can watch me burn and hear me cry but thats ok because I love the way it hurts and I still love you when you lie. My heart stolen in locational visions. I let you see the parts that were not pretty enough, the heart too broken like a Casey chambers country ballad. Bad dreams that show the things behind the scenes, should I undo the seems in the tapestry of patterns of unfulfilled gangsta games inspired. Just give me a reason, to not be broken with scars on my heart. That I can learn to love people again, I can find all the song lines to link the stories of emotions and make them into devotions. Just give me a reason, to not be broken, dancing with the stars written on our hearts, stars dancing with Jesus when others thought they were just talking pretend, sometimes people just want someone to listen and be their friend.

Sep 06

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Your Welcome

This is a post for those that feel rejected and isolated, for those who feel like they cant find a place and fit in. This is a post for those who the enemy has used the church against to make them believe that God is not for them or interested in them being loved into the kingdom and out of being an orphan. I have noticed this theme happening enough in my own life to realise that it must be a pain point for many that are too scared to walk into churches for fear of rejection. Have you ever been told by a church that you are not welcome to attend, that they don’t like you or that it is not your place, you dont fit in, we dont like you, or you cause too much trouble? We dont see you as part of our vision or worse just ignore your communication? Don’t worry the religious people tried to get rid of Jesus too and guess who the type of people where that he liked to hang out with? Recently I have noticed God using the phrase through some people that I meet to heal me of these rejection […]

Aug 03

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Cruel world

Shy and quite high achiever that wins awards, university material her teachers proclaim. Wins the junior princess competition and her profile soars. Some jealous peers want to pull her down, Can’t handle their remarks she wants to fit in with the crowd. She gets invited to a party and they are all in shock, that the high achieving perfect princess thinks she can be part of their flock. So she counts the ways she can make herself fit, purposely dumbing down her grades desperate to find her place. So she goes to those party’s and wears the right clothes, she drinks and takes drugs to be part of the heard. She gets with the boys to copy her friends, giving away the most precious gift her virginity goes. She gets her heart broken and settles for less, her hsc mark is rotten she doesn’t realise but she’s setting her life up to be a mess! Those habits formed infiltrate her plans, and she goes into a relationship that causes damage and strife. The perfect destiny that God had designed, gone out the window for the love she wanted to find. Purity and innocence taken away, living with an unfaithful […]

Jul 31

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Shine

So This week I have been seeing the term shine around a lot in the lead up to a conference to do with that and how God wants women to shine brightly. But at the same time my heart aches and is heavy with things that try to darken my shine in representing him. It’s not hard to know what is causing darkness in your heart, it seems like I just get my heart all shinny and then someone tries to come and mess it up again. I feel like taking my heart of the table so that it doesn’t keep getting broken when it is not valued and maybe there is a time to recognise when God doesn’t you to keep putting up with things that are not healthy. The thought on my heart at the moment is rejection. Where people don’t feel welcome, even though God says they are welcome. One of our basic human needs is for belonging, but I have had so many experiences that start out with belonging and then sooner or later I end up getting rejected and hearing the shake the dust off… This experience seems to be more common for prophetic people […]

Jul 31

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Breaking hearts

A wild zebra over a rainbow, colours and sings a melody. Black and White realities, don’t accept the grey. And you put on an invisible robe so you can be transparent in a world that scratches at the vulnerables ears, trying to tear at their hearts with fear. Intimidate. Retaliate. Manipulate. Bi? Bi-polar? Number plates remind me of the torment of the broken mind, in its ups and downs and twists and turns. Reaching out for a hand of acceptance but seeing signs around of closed doors were we dare not go into for fear of the blank canvas faces? Like the girl on the news now dead for weilding a knife, by authorities that didn’t know how to speak into her precious life. Confusion in a world that yells, to a soft heart that sits and dreams. Of a world of gentle floating favour and flavour, away from the danger of confides of mans minds that lock up the vulnerable, restricted in straight jackets of beliefs without freedom to be real. Hearts screaming inside for mercy. Set us free. We want to see. Let us be. I feel the deep searing heat in my heart of hot knives. Each […]

Jul 18

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Possible

Into the deep ocean of your love, saturated in kindness, dancing and flowing in the water with you. Immersed in relentless pursuit of your heart meeting mine, finding treasures under the canopy of liquid breath. Exploring the regions many fail to see, the ones designed for adventures with you and me, where my rational thoughts can’t tug at my heart with darts of fear, will we drown down here? But your breath is infused into the landscape of dreams where the impossible becomes just a word with two letters taken out. She hears a whisper in her mind: I see you opening an envelope and inside it is a letter from the King. He took the time to write to you today to say some things to you that you felt like you didn’t hear when you needed it. And then she finds herself journeying deep into an encounter of pursuit of her heart. You are not alone, I am never far away. I am always here waiting to hold your hand, beaconing you to take mine. I see you reaching out to touch lights in the sky, like you can “reach to the stars” that it’s not as cliché […]

May 20

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Walls

They got built up layer by layer. You looked through the cracks to see hidden treasure. Smash down the walls that block my love: Brick by brick, by brick. Smash down the walls in hearts and houses. Get reinforcements to bring the enemies demise from the places he hides deep in your minds. Reveal my soft heart to a hurting world. Bring people into my castle and crown them with my love, make them choice guests at the fathers heart feast. Let them eat my goodness and delicacies. I am good, I am good, a good good father. Bring me my sons and daughters home.

May 14

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Insurgent

Shattered hearts with words like splinters, caught in a crossfire of authority figures. Words like poison sharp to pierce, the thoughts and hopes of the vulnerable near. Can you hear it in the streets? Is it in the people you meet? Deceiving tongues disguised as good waiting the The ally’s….of the church halls. Has sin really consumed them all? One bad apple and a bunch goes off? Does your heart really beat for the lost? Are you really carrying the cross? Harsh hearts that injure the unhealed, renovating minds trying to do up a building with fractured walls. Climbing an illusion of reign, who Is the king of hearts? Who holds the keys to unlock? To break chains of religious confides. Who owns the lands? Who holds the destinies in their hands? The maker of heaven and earth, the shaker and breaker not the snakes tongue that lashes out to its victims minds hiding behind a curtain like the wizard of oz, not the witchcraft shrouded in good dead’s and fake love.

Apr 26

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The punchline Diva

I feel it slice through my thoughts like a thin blade cutting lines of stress, through waves of energy undefined in anxious bursts like a racing track of speeding trains colliding with wild horses, where are their reins? I see faces that trigger emotions to hard to define and then I feel the aches in my heart like it’s being stretched and torn side to side. Broken dreams, cracked faces, cracked hearts of expectations not found. Heart broken. Disappointment rises like steam in the air. And a million great things could be happening all at once, but it’s there filling my eyes to water before I even know there are tears. Are you not healed yet? I’m tired of listening. How can you be healing others when you are still so broken? The grandest things could be planned, the most spectacular fireworks in the air. But there you are again, despair, feeling beyond repair, feeling like they sit and stair. And they laugh. And whisper “we are winning watch her cry” are there demons spewing poisonous lies? An arial view shows a shark circling and hiding in the depths of the dark. A trapeze act caught mid air, frozen. You […]

Apr 25

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Coffee with Jesus

In Grimshaw’s song Cafe corner she says can I play with the big kids now. When I was at a revival event in Tenterfield I was watching some kids climb the steps and run across the stage and I heard one of them say something along the lines of can I play with the big kids and it was a line I had been shown in my dream about being able to minister at a greater capacity. God has given me lines out of her songs in dreams to minister healing to my heart. This song cafe corner means a lot to me as I have been really wounded as have many by gossip. In one of the lines of her songs she talks about people talking about each other rather then to each other. This is such a damaging sin our words have power of life or death and we need to be so careful what we say about each other. Next time you go to have a coffee in a cafe see how many good things you can talk about to build each other up rather then talking about each other and pulling each other down. One of […]